Home from my poor time with Wiggly tired and worrying about having to deal with Freda and my Redgrave loan. Enjoyed my family meal and watched TV and walked Sam, feeling tired.
The exertions of the last two days and the problems with Wiggly had taken there toll on me and it was not in high spirits that I returned home.
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I unloaded my things before lunch and found Della had not been well. When I had to brief the family about Redgrave and then call Freda to tell her a few home truths, it was very depressing.
I cancelled Monday evening's shooting date with Derek and then, having had trouble trying to call Wiggly, I popped round to see her again to tell her that I could not organise time to see her this week whilst I sorted myself out.
She said that was all right and "fine" but said no more and nothing by way of reassurance so that it was obvious that she was not happy about it.
I did not admit it, but I was also pensive about having more time with her now when I am less than confident in being any good to her as she is a most demanding sexual partner.
I had enjoyed a nice meal with the family cooked by Diana but then could not relax and watch TV but had to make my calls and walk Sam again.
This evening updating this last few days' journal whilst still feeling more than a little despondent and tired.